On the verge of 39

I feel like I am  supposed to be a lot older.  I took a picture of myself to commemorate my 38...the last morning I will wake up 38 years old.  I made my boyfriend lunch and went for a jog...meditated and then snapped a picture on the webcam...then tried to create this blog.  The picture won't upload.  The daughter is having a meltdown because her father wants her to wear the clothes he picks for her and I am apparently coaching over the phone.  the cat is waiting for me to crush some antibiotics and roll them up in a wad of tuna so she can stop bleeding all over the house.  The boyfriend cannot move his neck.  The daughter starts soccer tomorrow and has no cleats.  The daughter also has no way to get to her elementary school across town and the school department is not finding her room at the local school.  The Boy doesn't have a set after-school program and school starts in a week.

I feel and sound like a hot mess. 

Breathing..in and out.

I am beautiful
smart
resourceful
effective
charming
clever
...a leader.

I can do this.

Coffee....yum.  Kona, freshly ground (thank you boyfriend)

People I love....I will see today.  PAWSOX LATER

FUN
FAMILY
FRIENDS
Work....
new challenges
and opportunities.

Someone is waiting to book a trip today.
They want me to help them do that.

Life is good.  38 was hard.
39 will be WAY better.

LOVE YOU ALL~ NAMASTE

Lilac